I often dream of the ghost in the page
Spiralling
Spiralling into a world of wild adventure
I hope I see him soon
Handsome face
Long hair
A parade of sensations which play on my mind and bring me to the essential
An improved package
A new life
Motion and emotion and magic in the springtime of my life
I miss the ghost
Combine my yearning with his absence
The void stuns me
Tonalities of colour and love playing on my mind
Like a sales pitch commercial
My mindset
Secret love
Timeless love
Pissing away in my waiting
Heart turning to dust
There was a time, not so long ago.
Everyday we would laugh
we would play.
Like children, we were so carefree.
Our kisses were
precious like our love.
As gentle as a new mother's touch
As hot as sand under feet.
Talking for hours
kept me breathing.
You became my life,
my reason for going.
Slowly we became
best friends
true lovers
forever connected.
One day it was gone.
Like snow under the sun.
I should have seen it coming.
But there were no
signs to help me prepare.
All at once I had nothing
you had left me bare.
Now I lay here.
Memories of you tattooed
across my delicate heart.
The pain comes down like rain from a tearful, bleeding sky
Lamenting the demise of what was happy and right
The truth is that I broke your heart
And when I did that, I broke mine
I'm so sorry to have disturbed you
And I wish I hadn't wasted your time
The sky is turning black while the whites of my eyes grow wider
Like the void where our love once lived
Why do I have to feel pain?
Where can I go to escape
The Osama bin Laden of my heart?
The terrorist whose evil coarses through my veins
And causes you and I to feel these pains?
Perhaps if you could not feel the pain
I would not have to feel this way
Would it be easier to kill yo
Alone
I'm so alone
Alone
I'm so alone
The light at my bedside is my only partner as I lay down to sleep
Where is the lover I'm dreaming of
To hold me when I'm asleep?
Alone
I'm so alone
Alone
I'm so alone
I have nobody and it makes me cry
I'm tired of tears welling up in my eyes
I don't want your pity and I don't need your sighs
I want someone to hold me and gaze into my eyes
Alone
I'm so alone
Alone
I'm so alone
I want to feel love when I'm deeply in sex
I want to feel love for the boy I'm with next
I want to feel love when I'm biting his neck
I want to feel love when we're having sex
Alone
I'm so alone (I'm not a toy
President of the universe by potterbloodpuppet, literature
Literature
President of the universe
President of the universe tells us what to do
President of the universe tells us what to think
President of the universe tells us what to say
President of the universe tells us what to drink
My rights are my rights and nobody can tell me to do what they want
It's my life
IT'S MY LIFE
Who are you?
You're not my dad
You're not my mum
You're not even in my family, so don't tell me what to do
You start wars without caring what happens
To the innocent people in their towns
They don't like you
Neither do I
Fuck your authority
You're not the president of the universe
You're the president of my ass
And the world hates you
Forever, have I lost you?
You're fading from my sight.
Can you not see we're falling?
We're dying in the night.
My heart is yours, Forever,
I'll never turn away.
I'll wait for you to find me.
I'll try to make you stay.
You promised me, Forever,
To make our hearts as one.
Did you forget, Forever,
To tell me we were done?
Forever, will you hold me,
And sooth my heart to sleep?
Tell me again, Forever,
That I'm the one you'll keep.
My heart will beat, Forever,
Until you bid it rest.
I'll live for you, Forever.
I'll try to pass this test.
Forever, I feel empty,
My heart has told a lie.
Forever, can you promise
That you won't
Porcelain doll with tangled hair,
People pass or stop and stare,
Her cotton clothes are ripped and torn,
Her parents regret the day she was born,
Her plastic heart has melted down,
Her stunning smile, a perfect frown,
Her shining future, a blackened road,
Her flowing words, a fucked up code.
Once glowing eyes, now dark and dead,
And voices scream inside her head,
A falling rain of acid tears,
Mirrors reflecting all her fears,
A fire raging through her veins,
Drugs to reduce all her pains,
Her porcelain skin, now scarred and bruised,
Her staggering beauty, now gone and used.
A foreign beauty, now buried alone,
A cryptic place
I wish you were as unreal
As you make it seem
But your tounge is haunting
Though the words were really me
How am I spiraling
And still in complete control?
You are my addiction, disease
That's starting to take it's toll.
Why don't you tie me up?
Why don't I make you scream?
I will provide the gun
If you will set me free
And if you stay here till morning
And if I give you the blade
You can slit your wrists
As you leave me to hang.
I wish I could just drift here
In this delerium, so warm
And we could live forever
In my mind, so torn.
I can taste Forever now
A gloss upon my lips
I feel so much better now
Shivering with F
Foggy.
I fucking ran
ran through the clouds like they were
pasted in the sky
some immortal immovable way.
Searching for significant thoughts
I let slip between my fingers
like sand - falling through
the smallest cracks,
but my hands are clasped
so fucking tightly..
it shouldn't work that way
entering through exits
every morning afternoon
being fueled by moments that
only I can really see..
I can't seem to decide
whether I'm fueled or isolated
by the fact that I'm alone
together with every one of you
and the different people
that he thinks he is,
I can't push myself even
into one of them
no matter how hard
I
I find it hard to breathe when I get blocked in like this,
legs tied up and I'm caught in that place
right behind my eyes.
Tonight I speak out quietly -
telling of how yesterday, I snagged my skirt
building the wire fence on the rim of my garden,
but the looks from those passing by
still hurdle fast and hard,
creeping boldly over the barricade
and straight into my chest.
'I do not feel like this I do not feel like this'
quickly becomes my mantra,
as I shift my thoughts from heavily laid heart beats
that leave dints in my skin
to the creak of the clock, crumbling the seconds away.
There is no other sound
apart from the
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Kinda sappy but yeah i thought i better.